I Can't Stand You

I can't stand you!

I hate the words you say to me

When you know nothing of me.

I keep things from you because

You will never understand.

Your only weapon against me

Are pathetic fucked up and

Hateful words used in your ignorance.

I have no sympathy for you

Because your bitter heart knows no better.

You lash out in a vain attempt to

Quell your jealous heart.

I can't help you because

I can't stand you and

I respect you even less.

Keep your fucked up illusions

Far away from me where I don't

Have to see them twisting your heart.

Far in the recesses of your wasted life.

I have no wish to deal with your

Misguided and twisted soul.

Stop pretending you care about me

When I know you revel in my

Temporary misery and hard times.

I have no wish to witness

The way you suck

The joy from others,

Just to make them feel as shitty

As you do.

I hate your whining and pathetic excuses.

I hate your face twisted in bitter ugliness.

I hate your haggard voice telling me

How pathetic you think I am.

When I walk away from you

I will never return.

No matter how ungrateful you think I am,

I will not let you rip my dignity from me.

I can't stand you!

I don't ever plan to walk through your door

Again in any lifetime I live.

I can't even wish you well anymore!

-Raven

11-10-06

*** I know this is harsh of me to direct at any human being, given my beliefs, however, a person in my family has forced these awful and sickening feelings in me...this person is sucking me dry emotionally.  I needed to get this out of my system before I became as bitterly ugly as she is.

-R